<3 i love you brother (:
I expected my gradnight to be the big bang ! The funnest thing a senior gets to do , but no. it wasn’t . It was on of the most horrible nights in my life :( My feelings were getting hurt like every five minutes by the boy that i truly love but he never noticed.It felt and seemed he never even noticed me , he only did when i ould say nothing..i felt so alone, and its not that i depened on a boy for my night to be great but i depended on the fun we usually have to together..but i didn’t get anything It didn’t even feel like in a relationship that day, he acted single so , so did I. except the only thing that i did was not rub any other person in his face. He did :( He left me and he didn’t even notice. He tended to everyone else, except his girlfriend and that made me feel like poop. Especially with everything else going on :( his actions totally doesn’t match what he says and i saw it with my own two eyes :( I feel so heartbroken :( And then to top it off the people who were in my group didn’t help , they are awsome people but i just counldn’t be myself around them. I couldn’t have fun becasue i was dealing with a broken heart & god i tried telling you but i got nothing in respose :( I feel so alone, i don’t have girl best friend :( gradnight was not worth, it just left me with tears and doubts :(I probaly have faults and i am thinking negative , but my woman instincts are telling me :(
(Source: martelthechristianrapper)
